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Dicksography

by Costanza

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1.
All I wanna do is party Cuz no one seems to fucking understand me Mommy / Daddy, they don't want me Learned life's lessons through the streets and the TV Now they say God works in mysterious ways So I'll sit And I'll wait For the end of this life he made Cuz I can't do this on my own I don't know if I have a home You don't know Don't tell me you know It's hard for me to make connections To anything or anyone but myself All I know is this rejection An unopened book still sitting on the shelf So I'll stay inside My head, and in my mind I'll write the truths About another broken life
2.
I'm feeling so much older now And I'm not sure how I made it I've been out of excuses but I still love a good chance to fake it Even though Now I know I'm too broken to go back to sleep Blow up my phone and drink alone because I don't wanna go out in this shitty town Unless you get me drunk and drive me around Why don't you ever fucking blame me? I just wanna hang out, sit on my couch Drink a beer and talk about How everybody's always changing And I can't promise you That I won't drown myself in spite The 25'ers and newlyweds, They won't take me out this time Even though I don't know Where I fit in will all of them Am I a hypocrite, do I still give a shit? I just wanna hang out, sit on your couch Get too high and talk about How everybody's fucking changing
3.
How quickly can you fade away? It feels like months But it's only been days Said give it time and you won't care And that you'd know cause you'd been there I gave you a record of my band It was kinda silly cause you don't have a record player You paid for me to get this dragon tattoo It was kind of stupid cause it reminds me of you It was a bad idea from the day we met But I haven't found a bad idea I didn't like yet Me in the midwest, you in the desert So far apart, how'd we get so hurt
4.
Got by on the skin of our teeth With no money in our wallets and not a wink of sleep Did fine cause it was all we knew Lost people along the way guess they outgrew it We're still here like we've always been Won't be here forever but we'll still be friends Wouldn't do anything different these days Guess I'm still waiting for a regretful phase Spent a lot of time Sleeping on couches I loved it all Stumbling in and out Of some fucked up houses I loved it all Got by on our tolerance and looks Hit a lot of things hard but not many books Got a lot of nights that are blurs Best nights of our lives that's for sure I live through these moments These memories Got so many to keep track of It's hard for me Now they're getting older Fading away But I think back to them Every fucking day
5.
I think about the plans I never made And all the friendships that decayed And here we are now living very different lives I put my effort in, I wish you would've tried Growing optimistic about the things I know I'll never do The closer I get to myself, the further I get from you Being lonely, being fake It's the toughest choice I gotta make Getting older, staying the same Making lists of all the other things I wanna blame And here we are now living very different lives You found your place again, I'm still living these lies Stepping back, looking in from the outside Only seeing all the things I always tried to hide Holding onto the times when I could truly say "I'm too young to be feeling this way"
6.
Do you remember the night That my Apple laptop died? I can't believe I fucking survived I'm not trying to break open I'm just trying to fit in I don't wanna go home I don't even know If I'm drowning in the ocean Or just wading through these sins So I sat inside on For The Love Of Punk all night It helped my dreams get high I'm not gonna last the weekend
7.
Suck A Fatty 02:07
Life is cheap, it's so easy to see How I treat you, how you treat me You put yourself in these same situations Destroy yourself with your own creations Never learning and things don't get better Maybe that's something you should try to remember You think short term, small picture What do you need now and can you get it quicker But that's not me, I'm not like that I'll fuck it all up and never look back
8.
Everything just cycles and repeats Same bed, dirty sheets Is this the life I want to live Or am I just doing it cause everyone else is Why hate yourself, when you know You're never going to change Understand that, and you won't Look at yourself so strange Life stops, people disappear Hey man I haven't talked to you in years Fuck what everyone's supposed to do I've thought about it and I don't want to
9.
Where there's money to be made There's kids that are too dumb to complain Everything you shit out's good, not gold Don't believe everything that you are told Don't act like you're better than me Cuz you've known Fat Mike since 2003 I can't fucking stand that I own your discography Cuz fuck you, man, and your entire industry I've got a chip on my shoulder Maybe I'm just getting older, But when I heard your album, It changed my life That "bloody warmth" had finally made me feel alive But don't act like you're better than me Just because I'm comfortable with my identity You take the stage and become the clergy But I won't be ordained in your self-righteous fury
10.
Hey Suburbia 02:43
Try and tell us our future's at stake We're gonna slam dance on your grave Cause we don't give a shit about tomorrow You say we're a bunch of lazy bums We just wanna act stupid and have some fun Cause we don't give a shit about tomorrow Hey suburbia We're in love with you We won't end up like you want us to be But so what 'cause we're always gonna be happy Cause we don't give a shit about tomorrow Tell us we'll regret the things we did But we're just gonna give you a big wet kiss Cause we don't give a shit about tomorrow Shut up We don't care
11.
Disappointed in myself, More than a little bit, It's been two years and still I haven't split From this town, this crowd, Everyone around here who's bummin' me out Had a thousand chances to get it right You can't give up to save your life Need a miracle to get out of this alive I need a drink or two to watch you try Make these shitty fucking choices Ignore all the older wiser voices It can't last but somehow it has Makes me wanna kick my own fucking ass Piss away things that mean a lot Kiss away people I've forgot That's how it's always fuckin' been Probably how it's gonna fuckin' end Let it burn you As long as you want it to But I think I'd let it go It'll fuck your head up, More than these empty cups When will you say you've had enough? Had a thousand chances to get it right You can't give up to save your life Need a miracle to get out of this alive I need a drink or two to watch you try
12.
Keep drinking these whiskey and cokes now Keep killing my lungs with pointless smokes Keep burning these bridges left and right Keep on drinking anything in sight Killing off these regrets, ain't as easy as it seems Cause even when you think they're gone They'll haunt your fucking dreams I know that one day, maybe we'll wish We did things a little different than this But it won't hurt cause I won't let it I'm gonna get drunk and fucking forget it Still waitin for this whiskey to kick in Still got these songs that are sticking They're in my head and in my heart I won't let you tear me apart Wake up Get drunk Forget about the things that I fucked up

about

We got drunk as shit and recorded a bunch of old songs plus a couple new ones for a CD to take on tour.

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released March 31, 2015

Miles - guitar / vocals
Lee - bass / vocals
Kyle - drums / vocals

Music recorded live by Norman Marston and Ryan Smith at the Owlery in Chicago

Vocals recorded by Ryan in his bedroom in Chicago

Mixed and Mastered by Norman in his bedroom, just below Ryan's bedroom in Chicago

Album artwork by Jason Douglas Swearingen (brightcolorsanddirt.com)

All music / words written by Costanza except "Hey Suburbia," by Ben Weasel and John Jughead

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